Sometimes....

How to deal when you are broken? Man that's an annoying question... How do you know how to do something you've never done before? Well that may be a hard question, but an even harder one is, "How do I deal with this all over again?" I know my trials bring growth. I know they end up being goof for me in the long run, if I endure them well. But that doesn't change the fact that this situation sucks! That I've already experienced the hurt of this, and that I have many many pieces to pick up. I will do it, of course. I will not turn my back on the hard work I've done on myself so far to realize who I am and what I'm worth. It just feels good to express that things suck sometimes, ya know? Admitting where I am at right now actually helps me to gain more strength and determination for where I want to be. So thanks for letting this be. I will survive and thrive and I will also allow myself to sometimes just say, This Sucks!!